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ahhhh the last night was crazy. i paused to realize my roommate is a psycho. i felt very sad because she can't trust other people. i imagine that those kinda people can't trust themselves either. i cried alot last night i was just so sad and stressed out by the fact that i have to take care this shit throwing by her. so in this morning my eyes were like garfield... well, i still feel pain inside of me a bit but it's okay. because i could learn things from this. and more or less, i think i could find my fault in this, maybe... i don't know... although this happening made me down to the hell i feel like i need to be positive not to be negative. i believe this thing would make me stronger somehow when i get over.

without him i couldn't be positive in this way. thanks for being with me.